Thursday, April 10, 2014
Everyone thinks we have a ton of cases
Both times, the officers seemed shocked by how many I have @ one time.
We have so many cases...
Monday, February 10, 2014
This line of reasoning terrifies me a little
For the most part, I understand why the prosecutors are going with certain arguments that they are using. I disagree w/ the application of the legal concepts they are relying on, but I can at least understand the logic that got them to that argument.
But, I have seen one that has been argued that I find truly mind-boggling. If I were a prosecutor, I would not be able to argue it because I have such a visceral reaction to it.
The argument, in sum, is that DWI cases should be considered a "special needs" situation and should be completely exempted from the warrant requirement and the protections of the 4th Amendment.
If you didn't choke a little right then, you're not understanding the implications that argument has for you and for everyone if it were to prevail.
Wednesday, October 02, 2013
And now, we wait...
Waiting for the verdict. It's the worst part of trial ever...
Sunday, September 29, 2013
Trial starts tomorrow
I start a trial tomorrow. I haven't actually tried a case since last October, so I am excited to get back into the courtroom & throw down again. Trials are very stressful but they also can be very exhilarating. It's the ultimate in lawyering. It's my own personal Law & Order episode. It's when I get to be on stage & have the courtroom's attention. And it's when it becomes even more apparent to me that my clients' lives & futures are in my hands.
They always are, of course, but once we get to trial, the client is basically just along for the ride. They want a trial & then it's on me to do the work. The client doesn't make opening & closing statements. The client doesn't cross-examine witnesses. The client doesn't make objections. That's all on me. One error, one oversight, & I could mess up a possible appeal issue or overlook inadmissible evidence. That's all on me. The client is relying on me to fight, and fight hard, to win the case. The client can only sit & watch while I do the work & can only hope & pray I do it right. I cannot imagine how powerless that must make someone feel. It's an enormous responsibility we as defense attorneys are given & I try to always remember that.
I can't even understand how a client feels after a verdict. I am either horribly crushed & sick or I am over-the-moon elated & my feet don't even seem to be on the ground. And it isn't even me who deals w/ the outcome. After a verdict is read in any case, no matter how big or small, no matter win or lose, I go back to the office & get back to work. I go home & eat dinner. I get to watch some tv & cuddle with my cats & go to sleep in my own bed. A verdict will never affect my life other than on an emotional level. But clients face the consequences, good or bad, of a verdict. So if I am that crushed or that elated about a verdict, I can't even imagine what a client must feel.
That's why I do essentially nothing but trial during a trial. My life outside of work comes to a halt & every moment is spent on trial work. Because at the end of the day, at the end of a trial, I always go home. And if my clients don't get to do that, I want to know I did everything I could & put everything I had into that trial, regardless of the verdict. If I don't know that, I would never be able to live with myself.
So, tomorrow I start another courtroom battle. I take on the awesome & overwhelming responsibility of fighting for someone who can't fight for themselves. Tomorrow, I have my client's life & future in my hands.
Let's get ready to rumble.
Monday, September 16, 2013
Drugs are bad. Drug laws are worse.
He isn't alleged to have been pushing heroin on innocent schoolchildren at the park or anything so dastardly as that. He's alleged to have sold products that are used to get high but that aren't what people normally think of when they hear "drugs."
These so called "synthetic drugs" go by a variety of different names. Plant food, bath salts, K2, spice, etc. They are often packaged and sold as a product w/ a legitimate use, for example, plant food or bath salts. Some are sold as potpourri. Almost always, the packaging will have a label somewhere on it that clearly states: Not For Human Consumption.
Sunday, September 08, 2013
Change is the only constant
Sunday, August 25, 2013
Doldrums
It's been very difficult to feel passionate about work now. It's hard to feel excited about what I am doing because things are just really not clicking for me the way they used to. I have started to dislike being @ work, which really sucks. I want to feel excited & passionate & driven again @ when I am working on my cases. I don't want to be a crappy public defender who doesn't connect w/ the clients & who doesn't have the fire in the belly for this work. But I worry that maybe I am starting to lose my fire. Instead, I just feel...tired & worn out all the time @ work now.
I am trying not to let that be my default attitude @ work. I am trying to find things that make me feel excited & passionate. But so far, things aren't changing. I really hope this is just a phase.
Wednesday, July 24, 2013
Spinning my wheels & going nowhere
A majority of my clients are willing to plead guilty to something (not necessarily what the charges are) and the biggest concern they have is what will happen to them. They want some sort of assurance about what they can expect if they plead guilty. A trial is unpredictable & a high risk venture. Clients who are pleading guilty generally don't want to have that unpredictability & uncertainty. The draw of a plea bargain isn't just a reduced charge. It's also knowing what will happen & how this will affect their lives. The draw of a plea is in large part the certainty that comes with it.
Wednesday, July 17, 2013
Where are we going? And why are we in this handbasket?
It's like a never-ending onslaught of destroying people's rights lately! Did no one take civics class in high school?? What is wrong with people lately?! Recently, this little piece by Lawrence O'Donnell from MSNBC started circulating on Twitter. And I saw it. And it made my head almost explode.
Tuesday, July 16, 2013
Defending the public defenders
Thursday, July 11, 2013
Time to start playing hide the ball...
My general approach to lawyering/plea negotiations has been to be as honest & forthright as possible, w/o revealing any client confidences. I expect prosecutors to do that with me so I do that on my side of things. But apparently this general policy is not one that I should continue in this new county, since it's now being used to the detriment of my client, something that has never happened before on any of my cases.
Tuesday, July 09, 2013
Grumbles about things
The first is the rapid pacing of probation violation hearings recently. Unlike new charges, where a person has to be given bail, on probation cases the person can be held w/o bail until the hrg, which has to be w/in 7 days. This week I have 3 or 4 of those hrgs scheduled which means I am scrambling to try to get things done on the cases in time. It's really difficult to get everything done when it's so fast & so many at the same time.
I am also getting little in the way of offers on cases. This makes it difficult to make any headway on the cases. Most of my clients want to resolve the case but it's hard to get offers out of the prosecution & when I do, the offers aren't even all that good. So clients are just of the mindset that they might as well take their chances @ trial. So that means extra work for me bc of trial prep.
In a non-work related but still frustrating item, I am doing my very first 5k this Saturday w/ CB and I am pretty excited for it, but no one is coming to watch & cheer me on. A couple of my friends said they would try to but couldn't get the day off work. My family isn't coming for whatever reason. So no one will be there w/ me except CB. I am glad she will be there w/ me so @ least I won't be totally alone, but it would be nice to have @ least one or two of my friends or family there, too. I know it's just a dumb 5k but it's my first one & kind of a big deal to me. Really sucks that I won't have anyone to celebrate with me.
Grr, I am a crankypants.
Hopefully this won't crabby mood won't last too long.
Monday, July 08, 2013
Summer Bucket List
So, here's what I've thought of so far:
Monday, June 24, 2013
The silent worry
The charges are serious. The defendant is young, just out of high school. A good kid, by all accounts. Never been in trouble before. Freckle-faced, sharp, good-looking young kid. And now he's facing 2 felony charges.
Thursday, June 06, 2013
Bail: What Was Once Your Right and Protection from the Government Has Now Been Usurped By the Government
Tuesday, June 04, 2013
DNA swabs and the Fourth Amendment, Round Two: Why Fingerprints and DNA are Different
Now that I'm done gushing w/ excitement, let's get down to business. Today's post is in response to a few reactions that I got about the DNA analysis from yesterday. Mainly, the primary question I was seeing was, "How is this different than taking someone's fingerprints for identification?"
I did answer that a little bit in yesterday's discussion, but I didn't fully go into it since there were so many things to be upset about and the post was getting pretty long. So, let's go into it a little bit more thoroughly and explore why this is NOT like fingerprints.
Monday, June 03, 2013
Fourth Amendment, Schmourth Amendment.
Guy named King gets arrested for a "serious" offense (assault charges). While he's being booked for this charge, the police collect a buccal swab from him as part of the booking process. (This is not routine in all states--yet. But I am guessing it will be soon after today's decision...). Once they had this, they eventually ran it through a database of unknown DNA samples collected from other crimes and--what do you know--it matched DNA collected from an unknown perpetrator of a rape. Boom, Mr. King now finds himself facing a new charge because his DNA matches that unknown DNA from the rape.
The question presented was whether police could obtain a DNA sample from a person who was arrested--not convicted, just arrested and thereby still presumed innocent--without needing to get a warrant. Now, pretty much every state allows the collection of DNA evidence to be collected from convicted persons. That's a different situation entirely--those people have actually been found guilty and convicted of a crime. However, when we are at the arrest stage of the proceedings, the person is not convicted and is not guilty of any wrongdoing.
Wednesday, May 08, 2013
It's just business, baby
Monday, May 06, 2013
Protecting the Innocent Ones
The truth is, as a defense attorney, there's nothing that causes me more anxiety, fear, and dread than the client who is actually, 100%, absolutely innocent.