It's my Dirty 30!

Yeah, I don't actually know what that means, but it rhymes so I like it. It's mah birthday today and I'm officially the big 3-0.  I feel like I should start being more...like...adult-ish?? But that's probably not going to happen, so whatevs. 

What was awesome today was that I realized this afternoon that today was the happiest that I've been in a very long time.  The happiest I've been since September 20, 2011.  I've been happy since then, but there was always a tinge of sadness somewhere in my brain.  But today I was just happy. 

And that was a nice change.  That was the best birthday gift ever.  Finally feeling really happy again.